http://www.gefvert.org/blog/archives/282 Just a scratchpad for thoughts, reflections, and stuff. Sun, 06 May 2012 00:40:19 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.2 http://www.gefvert.org/blog/archives/282#comment-1665 Raina Mon, 27 Jul 2009 23:23:15 +0000 http://www.matsgefvert.se/blog/archives/282#comment-1665 Trying to think of something novel to say, but all I can think of is....I really, really love this :) Trying to think of something novel to say, but all I can think of is….I really, really love this :)

]]> http://www.gefvert.org/blog/archives/282#comment-973 Marie Wed, 24 Oct 2007 21:23:31 +0000 http://www.matsgefvert.se/blog/archives/282#comment-973 Wow! These were really beautiful thoughts. I think I am both an extrovert and an introvert person. Is that possible? Can recognize that awfull feeling of beeing at a party where one never get to talk about anything "real". And to be afraid to pass some invisable forbidden line if one do. I often wonder if it would be easier to be more shallow as a person. Not to reflect so much about how we people interact with each other and how ones life is reflected by others. It is not easy to be human. I often feel a bit handicaped at the social arena. Maybe no one else can see it, but I feel it inside. People often get kind of impressed with my skills in different areas, but I just wish they would really like to get to know me instead. Maybe we are all to focused on ourselves to see others? My deepest comfort is my closest friend and savior; Jesus. He knows my deepest intentions and still loves me. All the times I feel like I do not mesure up he overwhelms me with His grace. I also think that we are created for a world where relationships are whole. Where everyone looks at one another with love and no one is excluded. Our hearts long for that perfection in relationship with other people. And one day I think we will experience it as it was meant to be. When we reach our final destination; Heaven. - Enjoying life as it is - but looking forward to a bright future! =) By the way; I don´t think you´re a nerd - or isn´t that what we all are; nerds!? Wow! These were really beautiful thoughts. I think I am both an extrovert and an introvert person. Is that possible? Can recognize that awfull feeling of beeing at a party where one never get to talk about anything “real”. And to be afraid to pass some invisable forbidden line if one do. I often wonder if it would be easier to be more shallow as a person. Not to reflect so much about how we people interact with each other and how ones life is reflected by others. It is not easy to be human.
I often feel a bit handicaped at the social arena. Maybe no one else can see it, but I feel it inside. People often get kind of impressed with my skills in different areas, but I just wish they would really like to get to know me instead. Maybe we are all to focused on ourselves to see others?
My deepest comfort is my closest friend and savior; Jesus. He knows my deepest intentions and still loves me. All the times I feel like I do not mesure up he overwhelms me with His grace.
I also think that we are created for a world where relationships are whole. Where everyone looks at one another with love and no one is excluded. Our hearts long for that perfection in relationship with other people. And one day I think we will experience it as it was meant to be. When we reach our final destination; Heaven. – Enjoying life as it is – but looking forward to a bright future! =) By the way; I don´t think you´re a nerd – or isn´t that what we all are; nerds!?

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